I subscribe to a daily email called God Issues. Some days it is just what I need to hear.
Seems lately, I should've opened more of these.
It's not that I feel God has left me, I just don't know what He wants me to do. I'm sure sobbing and crying over the split with my kids is not quite what He had in mind, but I can't get past it. This has been going on for over 4 months. And a wedding looming in the near future, which is causing even more problems.
I'm at a loss.
Then in the midst of this, Tracy's birthday is Thursday. She would be 33. This week it is hard to realize that. She was 8 and a half when she died. Some years I deal ok. Others-not so much. This is an Other year.
Would you hold me up this week?