Monday, February 28, 2011

God Issues

I subscribe to a daily email called God Issues. Some days it is just what I need to hear.

Seems lately, I should've opened more of these.

It's not that I feel God has left me, I just don't know what He wants me to do. I'm sure sobbing and crying over the split with  my kids is not quite what He had in mind, but I can't get past it. This has been going on for over 4 months. And a wedding looming in the near future, which is causing even more problems.

I'm at a loss.

Then in the midst of this, Tracy's birthday is Thursday. She would be 33. This week it is hard to realize that. She was 8 and a half when she died. Some years I deal ok. Others-not so much. This is an Other year.

Would you hold me up this week?

Hugs.

4 comments:

becca said...

hugs

Nubian said...

It is when you don't hear Him you know He is carrying you through your turmoil.

Focus on the now and baby steps towards everything else.

Hugs xox

Laynee said...

I always hold you up momma. I love you so much.

gayle said...

Thinking of you!!! I know it has to be so very hard!